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Free to a Good Home by bitter-knitter

FIRST IMPRESSION: D'aww! My first thought? This is so. So. So adorable ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh. But, well, I can't be sentimental when...

Freedom by double-rus

First of all, I'd like to compliment you on the absolutely beautiful manipulation you made! The water splashes and the bird, not to men...

Sandy by Fataler
by Fataler

This is a simple, cute chibi that shows obvious effort to make a sweet character, but with a little more time and work on it, than it c...

The World's Fair by aqua-ice-water-drop

I honestly quite like this, it's fairly intricate and the characters have an adequate amount of detail on them. However, to me, it feel...



Jade Harley Vector by starmz123
Jade Harley Vector
she's cosplaying as wendy corduroy (Summerween) from gravity falls!
credit to my friend immoroita for her original sketch!

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the kind of person
who is beautiful, and inspires perfect storms, and gives inanimate objects emotions;
the hurricane to my drizzle, a bigger infinity; the guiding light, my home away from home; with constellations for freckles and quiet, understated affection; who steals moonlight for her hair and pretends like she accepts all my imperfections; the dandelion to my forest fire, the spring breeze to my arid earth, the iridescent raindrop to my howling gale, the steadfast blaze to my turbulent waves; the girl behind my ink, the boy behind my words; the freedom, the poetry, the good and the bad; an ending - which, as we all know, is where beginnings come from; who got away; who inspires revolutions and recklessness and something that could pass as courage; a symphony of colours that are larger than life; the rising sun painting the sky with blues, purples, hope, happiness, bliss; who is silk and steel and ice; who is made of stardust and carries a neverending galaxy in their head; who is undiluted moonlight and essence of, hell, pure phoenix tears or something; who i thought i could rescue; who is broken, and wears their scars on their sleeve; who is confident and scared and spirited and free and everything i'm not; my choice, forever my choice.

the kind of person
who makes me believe in them when i don't believe in myself; who makes me write these contrived, ridiculous metaphors because you are beautiful, you are beautiful, and i don't care because god, the way you look when the sun shines is just so beautiful; who makes me write essays, poems, full-blown reports analysing the way you crinkle your eyes, or tilt your head, or your dimples when you smile; who keeps me up at night hoping you'll notice one day; who makes me write songs that could never encompass how i feel about you, let alone you; who makes me look into your eyes, like it's the bravest thing i've ever done; who makes me believe in a god; who leaves, shattering me into tiny little pieces as i lay there on the floor hoping one day you'll come back and put me back together; who makes me love you ever more with each passing moment; who makes me not want to run away; who makes me laugh and laugh and want to stay with you, for an eternity; who makes me want to stop time or be a better person; who makes me quit the band, move across the ocean, kiss you every day until you die, tear my life apart for you - or let you go, because i can lose you like that if it means i don't lose you today.

you are selfish, flawed, and take more than you should - but blameless, always blameless. on my death bed, you are the final words that pass my lips; you are my last kiss, prayer, hope. you are my one regret.
you are...
a hodgepodge of unfortunate literary references (with a few musical) about that one cliched person who apparently every single writer ever has written about, at least once in their life time. the one who we all pine after, some point or another. apologies for the formatting! if it's complained about enough, i'll probably change it.

the cringe-inducing prose and weird-ass imagery, however? no apologies for that, because that was 100% intentional.
i once told him,
"you know, you're my
sounding board."

how could he have known,
that that meant i
would become dependent on him?

how could he have known,
that it meant dealing with
the emotional mess called me?

i once told him,
"you know, i think
we should stop talking."

how could he have known,
that it killed me inside
to force myself not to click his name?

how could he have known,
that without his words,
every day felt empty?

and how could he have known
that my self-inflicted healing
would have me turn to words for therapy?
a long time ago,
she once asked,
"you would give me up
for the stars?"

how could i explain,
that i would do it in a heartbeat,
because at least the stars
looked as lonely as i

i think i should feel guilty
for occasionally thinking
that perhaps moving away
wouldn't be such a bad thing after all

how could i explain,
that despite being able
to frequent many groups,
nobody made me feel wanted?

i think i should feel guilty
for believing that things would get better
because perhaps i'd just be cliched and
lock myself inside the toilet at lunch

but then i would remember
that that isn't so different
from what i do here,

i think i should feel guilty
for wanting a clean slate
because maybe i alienate everyone eventually
and it's easier to run away

and because maybe
i want to start over
instead of figuring out why
the common factor is always me

how could i explain
that if i left
all my goodbyes would be said for me,
in one fell swoop

and finally,
i should feel guilty,
for ever wanting to begin again
like some sort of sims character

but instead,
if i'm honest,
all i feel
is relief
"the worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone."
HERE is the link to :iconwatersoup:WaterSoup's free giveaway which includes 10,000 points to be distributed across 13 winners as well as art. <: So go check it out and join!


starmz123 has started a donation pool!
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Alrighty - to incite people a little, here's a run-down of what I'm willing to do if you donate (obviously these are all optional - please message me if you want something!) c:

For 5 points: One text banner
For 10 points: One graphic of your choice
For 15 points: Two graphics (this means any kind of 'digital' photo manipulation) OR a quick sketch under 30 minutes
For 20 points: Three graphics OR a drawing that takes less than an hour and a one-shot/poem, OR a dA journal entry template (NEW!)
For 35 points: A short story that is three-to-five chapters maximum (depending on the complexity and general concept[s]) OR five graphics
For 50 points: A full-length story OR a character design and free graphics for a week
For 100 points: I will be your creative 'slave' for a month (this includes graphics, HTML/BB-code coding (I can do tables/'templates' though I need to see what kind of coding your site uses), drawings and written art) - however, this slot can only be taken by one person at a time and you must be reasonable(':

If you wish, you can give me a time limit. However, please note that I am fairly busy as a diligent student and I do have a 'life', as people like to say. Also, everything will be under my terms as I am the artist (as in, how long I take to complete it, though if I take too long I will start to discuss things with you).

I do try my best to complete things ASAP, but my muse fluctuates often. n___n

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Pizaru-Chu Featured By Owner May 30, 2015
Hello hello! Thanks for the watch! I'm glad you like my stuffs..!
Silverdragon04 Featured By Owner May 29, 2015
Thanks for the Watch :)
JamToon Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, hello! Uh... thank you very much for watching, this always
helps me a lot. And sorry for commenting in your profile.

Would you like to be in a vegetable duel with me?
starmz123 Featured By Owner May 17, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, no, it's fine! I have nothing against comments on my profile. c: It's nice that you went to the effort of doing so, actually.

I would definitely, if I knew what it was!
JamToon Featured By Owner May 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Effort, there is no effort in commenting, I guess.
Oh, it's basically a fight with vege- Oh, forget it, haha!
xDelu Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Student
Thanks so much for the watch! And good luck on the raffle!!
Coby17 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Gemi-chan Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fav! :hug:
DylanSeto Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Student Artist

Just wanted to thank you for the fave!

Also, since I'm currently focusing on music, I was wondering if you'd be interested in supporting me in that endeavor of mine?

If you are, I can link you to where you can find that stuff!
starmz123 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh? Certainly! What kind of music do you make?
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